8 months later... I havent been creative/felt the need to write, but I do feel like sharing my news whats been going on a little ...a lot. I got into the Personal Support Worker course, the in-class part, painful..but I did it. Then went into placement but shit was wrong and now its over! I was in for 3 weeks and both 1st and 2nd placements would be over by August. Apparently, and unfortunately my mentor felt I wasnt going fast enough and I had to be told what to do/ wasn't lifting properly. Wrong reasons, and for sure argued with my teacher but still no consideration from her or the organization; Extendicare long-term care facility. So now, after 2 weeks almost at home and about Im half mindedly thinking about a job, and about what I wanna do for a career once I get enough money of my own. I cant get a job too good at all anyway cuz of the friggin economy. So it'll be a long time til I go back to school because of expenses with my sisters and their tuitions. I'm thinking either somethingg hands on still and artsy with hairstyling, or graphic designer. I still do want to work w/ people though and I have my updated CPR and First Aid certificate so I could jump right into Red Cross and do local things. I didnt go directly into nursing though, just PSW so I may need like paramedic schooling for that.. and that is not good for me so where am I? Who knows. If I cant get a job just right now, Ill try doing errons for people like cleaning,babysitting etc. But I will try applying more to mcdonalds/timmies, as receptionists so maybe luck will come to mee. I do have my, First Aid/CPR, food handling and WHMIS certificates so there are oppurtunities there. But, enough for rambling about that - I am frusterated.
Hmm I started running! Im getting my ass up and moving for good I hated gym class/lazy ass right from middle school through 4 years of highschool just from issues and not liking sports, but I want to do changes. I wanna gain weight, and tone my body more/muscle. I'm eating healthy as well and things are good/getting better with family and bf so this part, I can't get enough of.
What else is up..with thinking some about working and stuff/running, I've been seeing my amaaazing boyfriend Colin a lot more again I love the summer and I'm the happiest when its hot so we've been taking walks, going to the lake, which is in his back yard lol but we walk to the pond/lakeside and actually walking down my block to the store for candy His birthday is coming up also on the 18th so he's pretty excited about that and getting agitated over what Im getting him My boy's gonna be 19 We drinky. Hehheh. Our 1 year.. , is also coming up on August 28th, mmm..I cannot wait to see that face of his when he sees. He makes me so happy. I want to show him how much he means to me and our 1 year will be very signifigant. <3 But anyway, I'm going to bed.. I think Ive said enough.. I stayed up til 5 a.m sunday at my friends house after drinks. We talked, from when I got there at 11 til 4:30 and got texted by my parents to come home. and then yesturday, I had 3 cups of tea and it kept me up til 7 a.m, with my allergies messing my sinuses and throat up, and gonig to bed too late didnt help either, and tonight..again its after 2:00 a.m and Im still up. I hate this computer. I blame it for a lot of things ..